day develops

sunday morning and rain passes into sunshine this afternoon

brave faerie

warm in our attic the fan fusses and flies red tissues
you come and go - up and down putting things neat and tidy
unpacking and sorting the sea side stuff away
i have surfed sufficiently
i am very happy to have gotten 48.5 in stickers and stars for my first day on a schedule
Today is a day of rest before tonight's reckoning.
I may need salty sea water in the morning

You flop elegantly on the bed besides me and smoke.
Nuff now
xxx

discovery

the attic room becomes less cluttered as we organise our lives together.

fallen angel

routines are established and priorities set
we cannot go away again to the sea till all reckonings have been completed and fulfilled.


my beloved becomes braver in his admonishments and more exacting in his expectations.


we utilise notebooks, internet calendars and star charts to achieve the objective
our objective is to stop and prevent further self abusive behaviours on my part.


I know why i do these thing and why i don't pay any attention to the basic and essentials for a healthy and well ordered life.


I just need him to ensure that it all stops and I can become the sensible woman i strive to be

hello samantha

well come on in he crooned as she startled past his fat smelly legs
what do we have here?
A drowned rat?
cat got your tongue little lady?
I'll teach you to mind your manners....
come along and meet your new auunt and i am your new uncle Mortimer

she shivered and sighed again

xxx

one

testing

waiting

watching

waiting

hows that darling

Once in a lifetime

Blanketed he sat in the dim watching the telly box digital flickers on tan walls and a silent fireplace

She heard him whislte and strum

Strumming her face with his fingers

singing her life with his song

She heard he'd sung a good song, emboldened by the hunt for him - his voice had sang at solstice from every orrificein London and she loved him again close up - not by email and telcon

Blessed be